Happy and Sad comes together

I feel like I can't talk about my obsessions at all.
Oh what would I do for a friend who was as into Comics as me.
I could gush about Red Hood and the Outlaws, I could rant about Batman & Robin.... It'd be great.

Nohow, I need to write. And I need to finish a project. Argh, I feel torn but it actually isn't that complicated. Finish the project - start writing but I just don't feel like it.

Don't feel like anything anymore in the past days, but that's not important.

Important is that I can't get to the comics I want. Me and them are separated by an ocean. Unfortunately. BUT I've started reading Red Robin and it's simply amazing and I just want all of them like right now.
But I also want Red Hood and the Outlaws.
And Teen Titans.
And Nightwing.
AND Impulse.
And The Flash comics.
Oh, and the old Batman and Robin comics.

Yeah, I don't have that much money.


I guess I'll post some fics here, not that anyone is going to read them anyways, I just feel like it.

Oh, and I should stop lying all the time. I'm NOT 'good' and I'm most definitely not 'fine'.
Most of the time anyways.

I want to start drawing comics but it's so much harder than Mangas... Maybe somedays I can get into the whole Comic-scene. As an artist or a writer. Both would be awesome. Then I could manipulate my favorite characters the way I want it. Huhuhuhu... C:

Whatever, that's about it. I'm sure a rant about Jason and Roy and whatever is coming up later. But... Later. Now I'm too hungry to do anything but eat.

I feel like Wally....

I like that.

-Miya

Life is happening. All. The. Time.

Everywhere I go, life is happening around me. I get into fights with my friends, am in a bad mood... Only New Year kind of actually felt like vacation.
I could go on and on about this one specific friend who pushed me away for no good reason (glad it happened now and not in a time of need), this other friend that cancels our plans all the time and the one that gets mad at me for not having time.
I could rant about school and how it decided to kill me.
I could bitch about my father (though that's the problem I'm least concerned about) but in the end it all comes back to me and I'm really tired of dealing with drama all the time so I decided to only hang with people that don't cause drama. And that's only boys. Sadly.

Anyways, bought Red Robin #1 (finally) and loved it. Cried a little bit on the inside for poor Timmy but otherwise it's great. I love the drawings, I adore the dialogue and I detest Ra's with a passion that was foreign to me until now.
Hated him since Under The Red Hood, which was the first time I heard about him, and now I despise him even more.

Slowly, it all falls together and I understand things now. In Batman Beyond. I watched it the first time when I was little on tv and, naturally, was completely lost. Until recently, I liked Terry as Batman better, now, I'd like to punch myself in the face for ever thinking that.
Now, I watched some scenes again and when Talia appeared I was like 'aaaaah! I know who that is! Wait! That's right, this guy is Bruce, omg! Where's Damian?! Terry is his son??!'
(Well, I guess that was before they decided to bring Damian into the picture, obviously)

I like it when things make sense, which is really rare for the Batman Universe, if you'd ask me...

Hah, feels good to finally gush about all of this, since I have no one to talk about this otherwise.
(I felt like I was going insane -.-)

... Moving on... I like Wally more and more and I'd wish they'd make a Young Justice episode all about him and not Fate or whoever. But that is highly unlikely... I looked at the writers of the next episodes and they're all ones who focus on Artemis and Superboy a lot... So probably no Wally. And no Robin either which is equally bad.
I found a nice picture in the depths of the internet, that was funny. Let's see if I can find it again...
But anyways, it said something like
Robin: Flips like Dick
           Trolls like Jason
           Hacks like Tim
           Fights like Damian (or something)
And I really liked that. Because it's true. And it blew my mind.

I guess that was all... At the moment.